freeverse.freespirit.

2006-06-26T02:33:00.000-07:00

i feel that it was really nice of her.talkin to py the other day.i was tellin her tt i was sorry for not being the teammate i should have been n how i've drifted away from them.and she told me,"haha..den drift back lor..." and saying that they'll always be there for me.

i guess what she said has really widened my scope of view.n i've decided from then on that i should not think so negatively of everything.i don't hv to wait for others to smile at me first or wave to me,i'll do it first.i don't hv to wait for them to say hi, i will.

and she said that relationships hv to be "pei yang(ed) ".so i told her,"okay then lets slowly pei yang our friendship from now on!"

in these two years, we've been through alot tgt.bitter or sweet, i believe we'll all remember.

animal game.sneaking to mag's class to play chess during post-exam period.shooting ants that were infesting OUR plants.baking at my house.doing that booklet up for mr tan.EVERYTHING.

it all means alot.

thanks.i <3 bbgt'o5.hope that they'll do well tmr. (:

ohwells.and kiasu! thanks for your "package"! and iris and ah xue and lynette too!

2006-06-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

反正我说的话没有人听
反正有人相信就会有人不信
反正像我这种不服输的个性
遇困境只能拼一拼

反正我一坚持就被说任性
反正大雨过後也看不见彩虹
反正没人看见你为我做的事
到天空为我摘星星

我喜欢你你是我的第一
我不过是喜欢和你靠在一起
我太年轻不听那些复杂道理
我的初恋没那些道理

那些关心我的人给的压力
那些伤害你的人我想说对不起
那些想不通的事也许就是爱情
第一次我只怪自己

我属於你你是我的第一
从我开始飞上天空和你相遇
虽然空气稀薄快要不能呼吸
所幸有你站在我这里

第一次我怎麽忘记

if only you would know how i feel...

2006-06-17T23:06:00.000-07:00

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cat-hoho ya lah.den u can go look out for the cute guy.lols

shirley-coughs.FELICIA CHIN!

mujia-HELLO PETROL! last night's dinner was fun!!

gracelyn-hello gracelyn!i still hv ur note tt i was supposed to give u at e last day of sch.s'pposed to put it in your envelope... :x

BBALLER'S DINNER

e sec2 ballers'o5 went to chomp chomp last night for our gathering.it was really cool to see everyone except for abby and shermin who couldn't make it.sighs.hope that there'll be once when everyone would be there.we ate like alot of stuff...there were like lots of prawns last night.
haha lydia says that i've grown fatter.oh yes and she said that it's a good thing.haha.just wanted to say sorry for how childish i was last time,yep for not liking u n stuff.know that u won't be reading this but really sorry.jul told me abt she's the man.lols.it's really funny.tampons to stop nosebleeds!lol!
and don't worry girl..i'm not angry eh.haha.ji de xia ci yao dai gei wo men kan hor?haha germaine n mag are telepathy friends!they always happen to wear clothes of the same colour and guess what? even their braces are of the same colour!me n petrol were joking about mag's mahjong tile,saying that if we happened to be short of one tile we could use hers to pong but that would be provided that everyone's playing mini mahjong.haha!oh sheesh and i was eating the chicken wing halfway when my bro called and there were no plates so i was trying to talked to him with the chicken wing in my mouth.haha so funny lah!lydia and mujia were like laughing all the way.
haha den i had to leave without eating my tauhuey cos my bro was there alr.haha but nvm...i enjoyed all the same..with or without tauhuey. ((:

2006-06-14T23:22:00.000-07:00

went out yesterday with cat n shirley.we crapped alot.it's really fun to go out with them.haha.
we are qi sin people.cat thinks that i look like that emoticon.haha.there was this guy we saw that was damn funny.he was looking at us den he almost banged into the wall!haha.cat says that he's cute but everyone that serves her food is cute to her.lol.chicken rice!

haha i find this picture cute.taken by shirley-the felicia chin lookalike. ((:

2006-06-12T00:53:00.000-07:00

went on a shopping spree yesterday! bought this cute pair of slippers from nike womens! its orange! i like orange! hoho. then we went to stadium and i got this nice nike top. lols. seems like most of the things i bought yesterday were from nike. then i got myself this nice fat notebook.
haha can't wait to hit the beach! ((:

2006-06-11T00:22:00.000-07:00

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veron-hey veron!what a pleasant surprise to c u here.lols.wonder if u hv any pics of urself as a ballerina?

zaferin-hey waferin!HELLO to you too! ((:

natalie-haha i want to take it up.but hvn't got the time to look for a suitable class. ((:

wanling-SISTER!! haha ya lor.ur fiance go on so many holiday trips.very difficult to "book" her.haha why u nvr go "honeymoon" with her?haha think she'll buy alot of PINK stuff from her trip.

shuying-BOO!haha can't wait to go for our beach outing.ya lah.i will say tt ur specs r nice.hoho!

2006-05-23T03:47:00.000-07:00

we had best prac day n it was really cool.i think our team rocks lah.played bball with the other classes n we won all of them except the one against 3o.kudos to 3p/z.i think they really put up a good fight.e score was 12-8.e semis n finals will be held on thurs.i seriously don't want it to end so soon.cos i don't know whether there'll ever be another chance that we'll be playin together like this anymore.i don't want it to end.i miss all of u so much, i wanna cry.sorry that i was never the teammate that u all wanted me to be.i was just not good enough.i hope that y'all will be happy.

the court.where we shared both happy and sad moments.where we sweat.where we bled.where our dreams ignited.and for some, where it all ended.the nostalgia is overwhelming.can these three days please last forever?

2006-05-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

2006-05-02T02:36:00.000-07:00

i feel really tired stimes.i wonder if i m doing e right things.
someone once told me to live my life the way i want and not bother about what others think.
but life doesnt work that way does it?
i dont know what i wanna do.
i cant make decisions.
i just wanna be reassured.
i just wanna know that its ok.
i just wanna feel loved.
save me.

2006-04-19T03:34:00.000-07:00

someone advice me...should i pick up ballet again?

2006-04-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

i wanna run as fast as i can till i can no longer stand again.
i hate the way life always turns its odds on me.

2006-04-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

i am currently very pissed with someone...
dont worry it's not anyone from cedar.
u fucking asshole.get outta my sight.i am thoroughly disgusted by you and your sick behavior.

went out with the clique w/o gracelyn today.ate fondue..oony treated us to it...hope tt we'll all get a shirt or some ring or whatever together...but gracelyn wasn't around with us...that's sad...

2006-04-10T02:40:00.000-07:00

my mom bought me a puma top!

2006-04-09T03:53:00.000-07:00

i was a dancer ((:

2006-04-09T02:33:00.000-07:00

got a new phone. a PINK motorola RAZR V3. wanted the BLACK one but my bro wanted that.we r gonna have e same phone...bought sweets for oony n gracelyn but anyone else can just eat them too.. ((:

2006-04-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

i need a break..my life seems screwed..i try to smile but then i see it again..in my mind...no one needs a goddamned replay of a upsetting incident in her mind...i want to forget but yet i have to remember...i hope tt u get ur retribution.u idiot..u ruined my life.

anyways oony n gracelyn n everyone else, thanks for comforting me...i tried to smile n managed to...but i hope tt u all will give me some time...cos though i try to cheer up, this thing's really a huge blow to me.i m afraid of ppl walking behind me n stuff like tt...but thanks alot...i really love u all...i still cant believe it happened but still it did..wish me luck ok?i m going for a ********.

2006-03-25T19:03:00.000-08:00

we had a super time!!! ((:

2006-03-17T01:32:00.000-08:00

we took this at sentosa.yep.had a go at e luge. (:

2006-03-13T18:11:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry if u chose to take it that way.now i understand.
fcuk.i thought that u were my friend.

2006-03-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

my bro bought me this gorgeous adidas jacket! haha. i like it loads. he's going to japan soon..i guess i'll miss him ((:

2006-03-10T00:51:00.000-08:00

haha oony thinks that my cries are contagious.gracelyn,isadora...what do u all think? haha sorry i passed on my cries :x ...haha.i better change. quick.if not i would have to bury my head in a sand bucket or wear a paper bag to school cos its so embarassing.i hope that i dont have to change my name to prissy.i wanna be a virago which means a strong woman!btw mrs woo bought this uberly yummy cake for us today! it's german triple choc! she told us that it's e flavour for her wedding cake.woots!thank you mrs woo! u rock!thanks for everything u've done...which includes rushing down when we needed help.i m so touched.

2006-03-08T20:16:00.000-08:00

back from camp ((:woots.it's much nicer than i thought.i am so happy that it happened and i m missing camp now.hahas.oac really bonded 3'heitch alot.and i tried out lots of stuff which i never would have if not for oac..for instance high e...haha abseiling and rock wall rawks!yeah.the instructors were uberly supportive and nice..thanks instructor weiting and instructor adelaida! jiayuan is damn scary when she's an instructor! hahas.and i guess the four of us went through alot...not only in camp but after camp...from e shower incident to e iPod incident...cheer up oony..we'll stick together and survive!cried loads for oac.haha.due to overwhelming emotions...
anyways 3' heitch...jus wanna say that i love all of u loads!we r e only class that can lie down in front of a tanker in kent ridge park to view stars...all from sirius to e belt of orion to gemini!we r e only class that can perform cek cek kole in kent ridge park for mrs woo with e public applauding for us!haha from m&ms to ice creams...we shared laughter n sorrow...i dont regret that we r placed 3rd...i dont think that it even matters...cos dont all of u think that we have gained much more other intangible stuff from oac? unity and all? we have tried our best and i hope that this will continue!

goodness i am such a crybaby.i promise i wont affect u all again.

2006-02-21T01:51:00.000-08:00

wow.i just survived a blood test.i m so glad tt e nurse didnt find my vein so she took e blood from e fingertip which i m sure hurts less.so e doctor says that e reason why my knee is swelling is because i have a viral infection.i didnt even noe tt i was running a fever till he took my temperature..hahas.i think i'll be fine but i need to go back for a review two days later.

2006-02-14T23:55:00.000-08:00

it was vdae ytd... ((: received tons of chocs n some flowers n other stuff.hur-hur.yep.thanks to jiayuan for givin me tt furry thing..char for tt cute horse in ur pack...nyin hui for ur lil bottle..nette n jo for ur flowers.jul for ur sweet rose..n everybody else for ur chocolates!
haha sorry nyin hui..meant to get u sth nicer but i was dead broke.owe u first kaes.haha.

ipp was real fun today.woah.we "kidnapped" nyin hui. taped her to e chair n stuff..haha.then we timed her to see how long she would take to break free..it was 2'09 i guess.not bad.. ((:
nyin hui copperfield rawks. ((:

2006-02-10T18:03:00.000-08:00

okays.finally updating now.hahas.

FLASHBACK

went to e chingay parade with lynette,seon n jo last saturday.it was quite fun.haha.saw this korean guy tt was really cute.haha den lynette said tt e taiwanese guy was cuter.haha.so we were crappin loads throughout e whole event.shall post e pics when they are ready.e after party was really cool!but seon n jo had to leave first so me n lynette went to have a look.haha.but we didnt really party.haha.JULYNN GOH! u should go to e after party next year! there are so many fab dancers dancing in e middle of e street.haha.u should go!n den i can party too!so we played with bubbles n saw dogs clad in cny gear...yup...

kks.n i found a vampire fan! ((:
CHARLOTTE SEET! haha this totally rocks lah.n she's got mdwav2! super uber cool!haha.i m gonna buy nice vdae presents for my nice classmates..being random here but 3/H rocks! seon , jiayuan,charlotte,nyin hui,sarah,sze min,isadora........haha.u all make e class SUPER FUN!

2006-01-13T02:50:00.000-08:00

my teeth is growing.the one right at the back.it hurts.
i cant believe tt i am 14 n still sprouting teeth.

2006-01-11T00:59:00.001-08:00

2006-01-11T00:59:00.000-08:00

hui n cat.i posted this thingy. yeah.

2006-01-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

bballers outing!

had great fun yesterday.its been long since we last towned together.yeah.abby,shermin,her sis n me had lunch at billy bombers at heeren.we had this seafood combo kinda thing.yeah.started with a clam chowder...haha.it tasted pretty good.den it was on to the main course which was pretty much like ur usual fish n chips except it had calamari n prawns with it.mr billy bomber was nice.haha.he replaced e seafood tt turned bad n offered us 2000 apologies!ahahaha.den we had ice cream wid tt strawberry popcorn i bought.woosh.damn full.too bad jul, lyd n py gt miscommunication wid us...if not we'd have eaten together.sighs.took neos later n walked around...went to 77th street with JULYNN and peiying!yep they tried out clothes n stuff while i stoned around.haha.couldnt find those tube dresses tt i want.sighs.but nonetheless,i had a great time.. ((:btw jul bought this blue tube dress.haha.when can i find mine?

2005-12-31T08:00:00.000-08:00

okies.i m blogging for the last moments of this year.hahas.i m really happy to be able to meet my petrol,jul,py n all e other bballers.n of course mdwav f.c ppl.n yup my classmates of 2m!especially ppl like lynette,jaime,jo,weiting,nats and shuying!haha.i love all of u!may all of u have a wonderful new year!

petrol-thanks for lettin me find such a wonderful fren to crap,to chat n to share views with.haha.i m just so glad!

jul-haha.thanks for everything.ur cheerfulness has made me a happier person on e whole.thanks for listening to me talk nonsense some times: about all e jolly shandy n stuff.u r a great drummania pal!

py-haha.thanks for being really nice!kbox wouldnt be e same without u!haha u r just so funny with all ur 5566 wan quan yu le jokes!

steph teh n xr-happy time cip-ing wid u all!

2mmers-thanks for being dere when i jus didnt noe wat to do,for listening to me,n poor lynette for havin to cut chicken n explain science stuff to me.shuying for hvin to "tour" e sch wid me tt november and helpin me out alot.jaime for inspirin me on my songs!n jo+weiting for gg to siloso!nats for being fun to be with!

2005-12-29T20:27:00.000-08:00

haha.watched bai se ju ta last night.didnt noe tt petrol(mujia) does too.and we both got influenced my our moms to watch it.hehe.found tt we actually share alot of common views:

-we find zaizen's gelled hair power-hungry
-satomi's noble and kind (ok i think he's cute sometimes)
-zaizen's mistress is witty.(she makes smart comments)
-petrol likes e prof azumi's daughter.

ok.haha.i m just glad tt we got along.cos we used to talk to each other for at most 5 mins in e past.n tt day we chatted over e phone for more den an hour...wow...i surprised myself too.hehe.i love my petrol! (:

2005-12-28T20:59:00.000-08:00

okies.attended mdwav f.c's gathering yesterdae at kbox clementi.haha.met a few new friends.cat n hui were very funny.haha.yi wei lost her voice so she couldn't sing.poor girl.hehe.there's this gal who looked extremely like chen fenglinh.haha her name is shirley. :Dit was really fun!

left to right: me,cat,shirley,yi wei,hui

photo taken from mdwav web.all rights reserved.

2005-12-23T03:18:00.000-08:00

GREEN

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

2005-12-21T00:43:00.000-08:00

i drew this out of boredom. its my first attempt to draw something "anime-ish".my mom commented tt the girl's face looks fat.leave me ur comments please. (:

2005-12-20T01:51:00.000-08:00

i am obsessed.
ahh.i like it.the videos and all but it makes me look obsessed!
but i am.hahas.

2005-12-19T02:51:00.000-08:00

woots.i love my profile.haha.i added some wanyan bupo stuff to it.all hail mdwav! (:

2005-12-19T00:38:00.000-08:00

this post is specially dedicated to Priscilla's Favourite!its such a nice cake. ((:

2005-12-19T00:28:00.000-08:00

17th dec--
yups its finally my bdae!hmms.my bro treated me to a cake from n.y.d.c.and guess what's the name of the cake?it's called: Priscilla's Favourite!ahaha.yups.this is damn cool n yummy too!it's a slice of superb Ally's New York Cheesecake and a scoop of Double Chocolate Chip ice-cream. And that's not all folks! Served with a pitcher of warm Hershey's chocolate sauce. To be eaten any way you please!hahas.
den we walked around and had seoul garden at night.hmms.i was stuffed.haha.

2005-12-19T00:13:00.000-08:00

16th dec-
went to siloso beach to celebrate my bdae.yups! we had lotsa fun! ate honey glazed chicken at e beach n made a sand man cos we were deprived of snow.haha.wanted to kayak but it was damn ex cos we didnt have enough ppl to get e package.haix.the sea was really nice and inviting.me n weiting spent sometime observing e waves.ahaha.n we "kicked" some waves too.haha.lynette is damn suay cos whenever i wanted to splash joleen, she alwaes kenna.ahaha.aft tt we towned and ate at pizza hut at ps.yups.n we were talkin abt burping n stuff like tt.haha.den we took neoprints!

special thanks to lynette n weiting for givin me tt funky monkey, shuying for tt cute vintage mickey mug + candy cane, jo for jus being dere, jul, ally,petrol stn,steph teh and my attractive friend for wishin me a happy burfdae!

2005-12-14T20:27:00.000-08:00

all hail low dunks!the white ones(dunk-hi melvin)is pretty cool too.but its high cut.i still prefer my low dunks!(:

2005-12-13T20:39:00.000-08:00

kaez.met lynette for lunch yesterday at jalan kayu.we had pratas.different kinds of pratas to experiment with.wanted to order e ice cream prata n strawberry prata...but it wasnt worth it.e ice cream prata costs 6 bucks while e strawberry one costs 5 bucks.hey its jus prata wif ice cream n syrup rite?i might as well get an earthquake with tt money.so we changed our orders to 2 plain pratas n 1 tissue prata for nette n a cheese prata for me.
we had different variations to eat my cheese prata.
1st---on its own
this variation was e worse on its own coz it tasted kindda weird.probably coz both of us dont really fancy cheese prata from this store.
2nd---with curry
erm.its was okay.but i still like my plain prata better coz prata n cheese is really quite salty.
3rd---with sugar
this is e best.haha reminded me of e sugar n cheese bread my mom used to buy for me.

verdict-eat ur cheese pratas with sugar!!!

then headed to lynette's hse n completed like 3 quarters of our science hols hw.we didnt understand e remaining 1 quarter of e questions.haha.well it was quite a great accomplishment already...((:

2005-12-09T18:52:00.000-08:00

haha.this week was fun!
came back from m'sia and went to chalet e following day!
it wasnt very happening in m'sia...jus shopped around...went to kl and malacca.the lift in malacca's hotel was freaky...it stopped at level 3 for a long time...and we were damn scared tt we would be stuck in the lift...luckily it could go back down to e ground floor.phew.bought this fourskin bag n some clothes from radioactive!
chalet was funky!we para-ed.shuying's way of para-ing was quite entertaining.haha.lynette was pro.she got 100% in a first try.went biking later-with other 2mmers.haha paired up wif jo to ride e double bike!we got "mo qi" kae!e slopes were fun!haha."da li de cai ah...da li de cai!"got ourselves splashed with mud but it was great fun!went drummania-ing later.tt lil' boy was damn pro.he made us feel "zi bei".aft tt me n lynette went to swim n i got leg cramps:( did some stretching n continued...later ally,jo n nat came to ask us if we wld like to go to the beach.so we followed them and throwed stones by the beach.see whose stones can skip.as usual ally was e pro-est.den we competed to see who could throw the furthest.
ally came in first,me second and nette third.wahahaha.
homed n receive a gola bag from bro tt he bought from thai.fell asleep at dinner. (:

2005-11-29T19:23:00.000-08:00

If you notice the pic.my eyes are bloodshot.i alwaes got bloodshot eyes.haha.maybe tts why ppl alwaes have e impression tt i m feeling tired.oh wells but no matter what, my eyes are alwaes bloodhot or reddish.haha maybe i am a red-eyed vampire.
i m going for my first holiday in two years tomorrow!going to malaysia...i noe its no big deal but it means alot to mean.i feel weary and tired.i need a break.perharps i will not have bloodshot eyes when i come back! ((:

2005-11-29T18:58:00.000-08:00

i m addicted to drummania!hmms.going m'sia tmr.hope tt there gt drummania den i'll play n play.haha.cant wait to go on a shopping spree!jul has kindly sent me many songs for me to listen on the way to m'sia so that i wont get bored.haha.i will miss u all!
to weiting: i will get u ur box of bubble gum!
to jul: try to find ur amityvale horror!
to abby:try to get ur nightmare stuff!
to jaime n nat n nette:haha. will buy nice stuff lahh- ((:
to petrol stn:hmm.go there buy petrol for u. haha.

2005-11-28T02:44:00.000-08:00

wish me a happy bdae!in 19 days time :)

我知道傷心不能改變什麼　
那麼　讓我誠實一點誠實　難
免有不能控制的宣洩　
只要關上了門　不必理誰　　
一個人坐在空蕩包廂裡面　
手機　讓它休息一夜　　　
難　像切歌切掉回憶的畫面　
眼淚不能不能流過十二點
生日快樂　我對自己說　蠟燭點　
寂寞亮了　生日快樂　淚也融了　
我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切　　
還愛你　
帶一點恨　
還要時間　才能平衡　　　
熱戀傷痕　幻滅重生　
祝我生日快樂

hihi.hmms.did u all look at my wishlist?aiya.i m not hinting about anything lah.so far a whole load of ppl have asked me if i wanted chocs for my bdae.but aiya.after e chocs r eaten,there wld be nothing left.no memory.and i hate to think that 10 yrs down the road i would have no inkling of who u all are.lynette has suggested tt we shld take pics of e chocs before they are eaten for rememberance before they are gobbled by all of you. ((:

2005-11-27T18:58:00.000-08:00

yay! ive got the right song finally.hmms.but it clashes wif e songs on my toolbar. nats n juls...i need ur help! tell me how to get rid of e songs in e toolbar without making a mess! woke up early today and had mashed potatoes for breakkie.
jul said tt she can picture me shakin my ass.haha.c'mon lets get crazy and be happy!whoohoo.lets play like there's no tomorrow,at least for the moment lahh-
EVERYBODY.yes i mean everyone.just go n have a wild time coz we only have one lifetime.n this is ur life so noone can make it special but you.yourself. we haven't got all the time in the world to entertain people who r dissed with us.i have realised one thing aft the chain of events.that is nothing is more impt den staying true to yourself.only den would one learn how to be true to others.

2005-11-25T23:29:00.000-08:00

the definition to virago is a strong and brave woman.vir in latin means "man,husband".i hope that i can become viraginious.

2005-11-25T21:58:00.000-08:00

haha.went jack's place wif py n steph teh for lunch aft cip yesterday.py ate beef spaghetti whereas steph had fish fingers n i had baked rice.the waiter told up tt the soup of the day was "cream of corn" and when it finally arrived...it was actually "chicken & onion". = =" poor py had to spend an additional SGD$1.50 to upgrade the supposed "cream of corn" to "cream of mushroom".drummania is NOT fun without jul.bah-and its more ex.coz wif jul around we can play more stages n play longer.thus we dont have to pay for so many times.so jul is the best accesory anyone can bring to e arcade!haha.

2005-11-23T19:14:00.001-08:00

完顏不破-虽然经历了八百多年,但是每次想起这个女子,我心里就像是滴血一样的痛,但是越痛我就越想永远记住这个女孩.
就算命运不可以改变,也要坚信命运可以由自己创造. 否则,无论是人还是僵尸,都会失去存在的意
义. 就算这样想是自欺欺人, 但也要努力的去尝试, 否则人就连唯一打赢命运的机会也放弃了.

posted big big in honour of lynette-my blind bat fren ((: oops too big!

2005-11-23T19:14:00.000-08:00

blood has a metallic taste.not tt i drank blood before but sometimes when u go to the dentist den ur gums bleed or wadevva- bah. haha i remembered tt i told my young cousin tt once n she told me: tts coz blood contains iron! haha. ((:

2005-11-23T19:04:00.001-08:00

i got a new haircut.AGAIN.hahas.i love my hair now.oops sign of self-obsession.haha.now i think drag racing's cool cos i watched a documentary on it for e english hols assignment.but i still think tt toyota AE86 is the coolest ((: .haha.i m a haha addict who likes cars and racing now!zoom away!

2005-11-23T19:04:00.000-08:00

((:

2005-11-23T05:44:00.000-08:00

i posted some shakespear thingy.like as if i care.haha.it just reminded me of steph.cos she's into this kindda thing.all the poetry stuff.haha.i m addicted to haha-ing.

2005-11-23T03:43:00.000-08:00

All the world’s a stage,

And all the men and women merely players:

They have their exits and their entrances;

And one man in his time plays many parts,

His acts being seven ages. At first the infant,

Mewling and puking in the nurse’s arms.

And then the whining school-boy, with his satchel,

And shining morning face, creeping like snail

Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,

Sighing like furnace, with a woful ballad

Made to his mistress’ eyebrow. Then a soldier,

Full of strange oaths, and bearded like the pard,

Jealous in honour, sudden and quick in quarrel,

Seeking the bubble reputation

Even in the cannon’s mouth. And then the justice,

In fair round belly with good capon lin’d,

With eyes severe, and beard of formal cut,

Full of wise saws and modern instances;

And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts

Into the lean and slipper’d pantaloon,

With spectacles on nose and pouch on side,

His youthful hose well sav’d, a world too wide

For his shrunk shank; and his big manly voice,

Turning again toward childish treble, pipes

And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,

That ends this strange eventful history,

Is second childishness and mere oblivion,

Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.

2005-11-22T20:31:00.000-08:00

im dreaming of pops n beaches.vanilla milkshakes.AGAIN.24 days more to the anticipated day. ((:

sun.
sky.
clouds.
vanilla dreams.
taste of popsicles.
balloons in the air.
magical carousels.
the candy floss we shared.
sweet aftertaste.
innocence.
that day.
you.
me.

2005-11-22T20:04:00.000-08:00

to lynette n jaime:our song!!
郑秀文《808》歌词
想要High到天亮现在还不晚快乐向左转悲伤右转想到酸甜苦辣就在808 我们別偷懶一起唱唱老歌療新的伤浪漫的夜特別渴望有你陪在我身旁我心似海浪想唱什么都好爱不会说謊就算key不准都能原谅幾小时幾个模样这一首歌后勁很强趕走寂寞的心情你帮我的忙喜怒哀乐包廂就是808 因为你让我越唱越暖让我挑首情歌来段合声版时间走慢点天別亮世界也许好乱暫时都別管兩个人一起幸福唱 La.....

2005-11-22T19:58:00.000-08:00

完顏不破-虽然经历了八百多年,但是每次想起这个女子,我心里就像是滴血一样的痛,但是越痛我就越想永远记住这个女孩.
就算命运不可以改变,也要坚信命运可以由自己创造. 否则,无论是人还是僵尸,都会失去存在的意义. 就算这样想是自欺欺人, 但也要努力的去尝试, 否则人就连唯一打赢命运的机会也放弃了.

quote from my date from a vampire III.

2005-11-21T22:30:00.000-08:00

dont you ever wonder what life really means?what it has in place for you?its sometimes saddening to feel that this place is filled with so many conspiracies and the world is REALLY not just a happy and simple place.but thats not an option,we cant change anything can we?but i guess that it IS a happy thing...that we have special people in our lives...is that a mission for all of us: to try to make each other lives better off?haha.it doesnt matter.as long as we are still around...i guess we should jus try to make our lives easier and not get ourselves all riled with too much sadness.haha.i m gonna be happy!probably try to work hard for a life in a shack by the beach?haha.life is confusing.i may not get everything that i want.but i would be glad if i can just really be proud and tell myself: i am truly happy.

2005-11-16T19:58:00.000-08:00

strangled silence
a time forgotten
the tone of your engaged line
but i refuse to cry

the butterfly lays sound asleep
unconscious of my pain and suffering
and how much i dread to see
the lot of broken dreams
my lot of broken dreams

i just wanna fly

the day you said goodbye
remains a sorrow of my life